I find closer to my ROM, the things I blog are generally a little more personal. I guess it's teh only way I can document my life since I don't keep any other form of diary. So the fact that you guys are reading this is such an honor to me because I never thought much would be interested in my life but the support you guys give is so amazing, and is also the reason why I hve the motivation to continue blogging too.
Today is Thursday, so in 3 days time I'm signing the papers. My amazing friends took last weekend to celebrate my last weekend being "single". I had absolutely no idea what was the plan, heck I didn't even know it was gonna take place on the Saturday until Karmun decided to tell me to "keep that day free" just a few days before Saturday, smart move tho coz I was about to promise my parents out for dinner. That, and they also kicked me out of the group chat so I had really absolute no clue to what was happening, and bribing didn't work this time around either =.=
BTW, photos are taken by Karmun if they have no watermark, the ones with my blog watermark are either taken by Sui Ying or me. Honestly KM takes amazing photos so if you are looking for photographers for your party/birthday of sort def drop her a mail!
Everytime I asked , I'd this look from Sui Ying
I'm never gonna tell you!! no kidding.
Anyways they gave me a balloon when they picked me up on Saturday after the Kiss Me event
Told me I had to carry it with me everywhere and that I had to close my eyes upon arriving. I did, pretty proud of myself because well it's really very intimidating to walk around places with your eyes closed to be honest
Eyes still closed, but this time I heard heaps of clicking noise, and when they told me I could open my eyes, I did.
Honestly I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to react either, I was just so blown away for the things they've done just for this night. The place, this place, i didn't even knew existed and it's such a beautiful apartment!
If you are wondering what's on the table it'd be them spelling out my name with candles.
and the room
and the outside view from the balcony
The place was so pink! Decorated so nicely thanks to the girls.
if you need a picture to compare, this is a before picture. So much difference right!
Here's Sui Ying, the one whom I've always thought as the crazy one. I mean she's the only person I know who thinks swimming around means "splashing around the pool".
and Alicia, 十一年了，基本上，因该没有人会比你更加了解我的过去。想想下，还是很庆幸你开学时迷路找不到一廉，不然，以你的性格，我应该会觉得你很凶吧，然后不会和你做朋友吧。说真的，我们每年见面的时间好少好少，可是这份友谊真的真的很难的咯
and you Karmun, you are freaking amazing. I've only met you like what, a year ago? but it feels like we've been friends for much much longer. I know it was super hectic trying to get everything done and I really super appreciate it.
Like seriously, so so amazed by everything
I love how Zana has such a bright top for the occasion. That and I just realised I don't really have a photo with Zana =.=. I cannot stress enough how lucky I am to have you all as my bridesmaid man.
Anyways, we all dressed up and headed to Pavi for dinner
and of course they wouldn't let me go unless we took a photo with my full on "bride to be props"
Of course, they also had the scavenger list in mind(all hidden in that secret envelope). Amongst the list includes me proposing to a guy and also doing random crazy stuff in public
and if I couldn't? Well drink up of course
The guys joined us after, which I'm really glad because I haven't had a chance to talk to Nate the whole day now and I'm missing him heaps.
that, and also that the guys could help us take a nice group photo=D
After a few drinks we decided to have a few old school games, such as , catch the fish!
Which included us trying to catch the fishes, trust me this was def much difficult when you are drunk or tipsy
of course that wouldn't stop me from drinking a little more- more drinks please!
Some of the after alcohol effects also includes this.
Well Nelson was the DJ of the night
I couldn't care too much because I was busy fighting the bottle of Martell from Sui Ying
The guys however tried their best to be DJs of the night too
but yes, alot of love that night and I am just really really touched.
It was more than I could have ever imagine and I'm just really really really blessed to have all of you in my life
and yes Nate, in about 3 days time, our relationship as a boy/girlfriend would end. To be honest, I don't quite know how I feel about the whole wedding thing. I mean, I'm not really the type who'd be all excited for weddings, not even for my own, in fact if I could I'd avoid it at all cost.
but looking at our photos and thinking about you gave me the courage I need to not runaway because the idea of being with you, growing old, triumphs all the negative thoughts/fear I have in marriages.