all i want now

is

a comfy couch
warm hot choc
tons of hugs

and a shoulder to lean on




day's about to end. but it feels like the war has just begun.

i don't get it

sometimes i really hate being a girl
i really don't get it.
what's so good to being a girl.

1) menstrual pain
2)menstrual pain
3)lower metabolism rate
4)menstrual pain
5) oh did i mention? menstrual pain.

yes it's the time of the month again and it effing hurts.
it feels like i just swallowed a blender.

people tell me if you have a boyfriend it's alot easier to cope with the pain.
but seriously,
i don't get how having a boyfriend is suppose to help in this situation=.=
it's not like they are docs or painkillers.

just let me die already.
goddammit

this is who i am

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xxx:so yea i really dont know what to do
kiko: who cares bout them?
xxx: that's quite a mean thing to say=p
kiko: so? as long as you are ok i don't really give a damn to what might happen to them
xxx: awww =)

it's just who i am.
i'm selfish like that
i know i haven't been there for you lately but that doesn't mean i don't care
and you know i'll always always be there for you.. even at times when i fail to find logic to your actions
and i know you'll do the same for me
so please be strong
it hurts to see you being so upset.

---
i fall hard
and fight hard for the things and people i love


but once i've made up my mind to giving up.
you'll mean nothing more than just paper memories.


Photo on 2009-10-27 at 21.53

they say we can't predict the future

but at least i know i'm going to bed with a smile tonight.

and that's all that matters.

signs you know you are addicted

1) when you play the game on facebook religiously (or at least until you beat someone's highscore)
2) when you say: celaka XXX's highscore's higher than mine, ok i'll try and beat it later when you've got assignments due in a couple of hours time
3) when you and all your "bejeweled friends" have a serious discussion, i repeat, SERIOUS discussion on how to hit the 500k in the game.
4) when you are discussing about how the brightness of the comp screen affects how well you play the game
5) when you start going "OH YEA!!!" in the middle of the night.
6) when you wake up the 1st thing you ask is :wassup," and you get a reply saying' not so good, still can't beat xxx's bejeweled scores.
7) you log onto facebook on wed just to play bejeweled coz the scores resets on tues night.

yea i can pretty much conclude that you're addicted to bejeweled.
i'm sorry but i don't think theres any cure for it=(

flyer!

was driving to the beach
and i realised something different about the ferris wheel
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the colors are different now!

oh wait i think it changes color every now and then
got so distracted i completely forgot i was driving.
thank God there wasn't any car for my awesome driving skills or i could have gotten myself into a car accident

i'm tired
maybe i should date my bed soon.
then ditch my bed for gym tomz morning...and in the late arvo too
meh the thought of going to gym is making me even more tired than i already am.
which is not good coz it's only 8pm.celaka
maybe i'll just stay up till 830pm at least it doesn't sound as crazy as sleeping at 8

17 minutes later
ah screw this im gonna go date my bed now
damn i'm such a good gf.
muahaha*cough*haha

comments?

handed in our group assignment today

had this box where we had to write our comments to our lecturer

" hey isaac our best buddy. you're great. you're awesome. please don't be a dream wrecker?"

=D

2009

has been nothing but awesome
yea sure there's heartaches and times i hope i'll never have to go tru again but i wouldn't want 2009 in any other way.

and i wouldn't have made it this far without these few people.

think i shall start with the melb trip
heart
i know im missing li and thirah and prolly most of the 5Aristotle-ians in here but this is the most recent pic i have with you guys.
melbourne was awesome, but gettin to see you guys(well some) again was the best. if i were to start writing bout the stuff we've gone through together i think i will take days to finish bah.i love you guys, and i know you guys love me too=)

guys
haha.i love this picture! chris and nadz looks so happy bah! (those silly 2 on the riight =p)
Magic would have been sooo different without you 2.
the constant "ooo let's try gettin yukiko crazy" bullying,those jamming sessions, the crazy trips/video we've made.and the ridiculous amount of times i look into both of your eyes just to ask you guys" are you guys hungry?" and then hear you guys go" awwwwhh not again!?!?" those were the days ey!

of course, i met new friends in melbourne. denny guy on left on top picture, and ariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif! and oh yea that stupid cat.

me and nadz
thank you nadz for making my stay at melb wonderful. cooking me breakkie everyday. bringing me around melb shopping and making sure i was enjoying myself even when you had to go to uni for classes. i still laugh like mad when i hear you singing your mnemonica version on my ipod(shuush! i think my version is still cuter=p).i still owe you banana leaf and you still have to come to perth!

me and jean
miss kuah!
the very adorable cousin of mine
words cannot express how much i love you sweetie. ♥

dudy and wailun
dudy and wai lun
i laugh when i think of these 2.
thanks for everything=) and remember you guys are always welcome at our place!


2009 is an awesome year for me. and it's def because of the next few ppl i'm about to mention

eee nice

martinis
looove!
getting to know you 2 girls is def one of the best things that has ever happened to me

me and rozy
oh rozy, haha you know who's magic performance would have been unbearable to watch if you weren't there to watch it with me=p you're always there when there's a magic session, and its always always such a happy thing to look forward to seeing you.

vicky and me
i dont think there's ever gonna be a word to express your awesome-ness. all those cooking/baking sessions. those oh lets go shopping and lunch sessions we go on tuesdays. random meet ups. the "lets spot the hot girls" habit we've do when we go out.=p and most importantly, thanks for alwyas being there for me.

=D!

aaron
mr magic aaron. you put up with all my crazy crazy stuff.always giving good advices and if werent' for you, i def wouldn't have met any of the awesome ppl i met this year..=D

bung
oh yeah animes, random crazy stuff. need i say more?=p.

james
james james james, my online best friend haha. you always always have been such a great listener/reader. oh and don't worry, the person whom you and aaron are crazily inlove with secret is safe with me. yes yes i know he's all so awesome and stuff.haha!

shane!
i'm sorry! but this is the one of the better pics i've got of you!(unless you want me to post the other not so friendly looking shane pic)
i still remember the 1st time i met you bah and i shall not go into detail lol.
always the person to back me up whenever we have this debate with tris on whether macs or windows are superior. the audiobooks, dvds, guitar hero and that look you give me when you mention a food i've never heard/tried of. and i haven't forgotten the look you've got on your face when you tried the seaweed.HAHA
and prolly not the thing i'm most proud of but i taught you how to swear in manglish!


and most importantly
=)
2009 wouldn't be 2009 without you.

stumbling across others' fairytale

was Cara's 21st yesterday
Happy Birthday Cara, hope you had a great one.=)
We had to dress up as our fav disney characters.
so i went as Esmerelda from Hunchback

me

Cara!
twinker bell

i love her heels!
twinkie and esmie

mulan and deville

snow white

and guess who i met there?!
quasimoto
quassi and esmerl

me devilles and hannah

big bad wolf and quassi

then i met another esmie
my other half
=D

and another one!
esmeraldas

and then quasi met tigger=C
tigger

fiona and shrek

me and mulan

cara and me

cuuutee


randoms

charlotte

oh cinderella was gorgeous
cinderella

alice and me

another one

fiona and me

there you go. Cara's 21st

so it is

painful

having to pretend that i don't love you is

freo magic festival.

before i start blogging bout the magic fest, i must show you this pic
icecream=D

those are homemade giant sandwich ice creams.Tris' mom made it and it's def one of the nicest ice cream i've had.♥
found it so difficult to share them coz i really really liked it
and for those people who know me well
when i say it's good= it's damn good. =D

Tris mom also made this potato thingy and the awesome guitar looking cake
brought home some bt we finished everything before taking a pic of it.
yea it was that good.

ok back onto the magic fest. i took so many photos i can't be bothered to edit all of em yet so i'll just post a few for now

The magic fest was good, bt i was so sick i had prob trying to keep myself alive truout the whole festival.
lost my voice, which made talking alot more difficult =(

was at freo on fri and sat.
with these 2
dudy and wailun

had san churros. yums
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and pennoni at sandrino's on sat with jean♥
yummmmmmmsss
penoni

bubbles

time

magic props

me and dudy

me me me!

magicians

andrew

pic of the day
linking rings

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